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Wednesday, December 29
Fourteen(L)
(Via koketa)Homework session with Weechong @ Mac today. There's still a lot to be done! And I just realised that school reopens on the 4th instead of the 3rd. Speaking of school, I'm still not ready and not looking forward to it. 2011's definitely not going to be a smooth year for me..
Sunday, December 26
Thirteen.
Saturday, December 25
Twelve.
(Via hello-alana)I have a sickness. I don't know if there's actually a name to it. Like now, every once in a while I get so terribly upset. It gets too often. And everything seems to be wrong. I feel like shutting myself out from everyone. Because suddenly their words seem wrong, and all that they say annoys me. Then I think again, everyone? Who? There's no one. Reality check, no one. And I get all emotional. I panick when I can't find what I wanted to. I get bothered by the littlest things. I want to talk to someone, but yet again I don't and; what's there to talk? Text messages getting shorter, conversations getting duller. Sweet talks turn to quarrels, smiles turn to teardrops. Promises made turn to withered lies, happy moments turn to faded memories. Want to breakdown my defense and cry, yet again I don't understand why. When my defense is so strong, it can break away in a second's time. Then again I don't really know what's the point of typing all of these. Does this happen to you too?
Eleven.
(Via koketa)
Went over to Mac yesterday noon and spent a few hours there doing homework. Didn't manage to finish much, because I lost the motivation during the last hour or so. Met boyfriend after that, headed to Chinese Garden. Walked around, slacked, and walked back to the Mrt station just before it rained. Back to Batok then, met mother, had Kfc for dinner, and home. Nothing's fun about Christmas now, come to think of it. I'm invisible.
Saturday, December 18
The happiness that we shared; it is never going to last and if that is so, why still pursue a love that is going to writhe away soon? Why create more happiness, when I know that this ring of glee is going to be part of a memory that you will dearly miss, and I will heartbreakingly forget?Went over to boyfriend's place yesterday noon. So elated to see him and to spend some time together. :) Went down to Mac with him for lunch, and met Weechong there for a homework session. Which, I think, is fruitful! If not for the limited time, I would have completed about 2 to 3 Amath papers. Had completed the Comprehension's summary this afternoon. Gonna start on the composition soon.
Via To forget you
Nine.
Eight.
Wednesday, December 15
Seven.
(14th Dec'10) Happy 2 Years Anniversary my dearest boy! ♥
Had youmian @ Westmall before heading over to Fareast. Shopped, met Weijun and Fengting, then headed to Ion. Shopped @ Topman, went for a drink @ Starbucks, ate Takoyaki(so yummy), then went back to Choachukang to purchase the meat! Hehe, back home then. Feeling so sleepy. I hate that I look so different in photographs and in real life!
Will only be uploading these few because the both of us looks horrible in photos. :>
Sunday, December 12
Six.
Out with mother to Jp this afternoon. Finally bought my flipflop! Saw many stuffs that I like. Going back tomorrow to check out the prices. ;) And I think that my thighs are getting fatter and fatter...z.
Five.
(Via keepgoingg)I'm feeling so annoyed and grossed out now, after a visit to Facebook. Honestly, I don't think she can be considered to be described as pretty. Like, seriously. I don't understand why people just suck up to her that much! And comments so much on her pictures, saying that she's pretty and all. It makes me feel so gross. Why do they like to bootlick her? That, I really don't understand. It seems hell stupid. Not that I'm jealous, anyway. I just felt so disgusted by the fact that people do such stuffs, which is stupid. Perhaps they really think that she is pretty, oh that I don't know. But if it's hypocrisy, save it la. -_-
Saturday, December 11
Four.
Headed down to JurongPoint with boyfriend today, had Xiaolongbao and the Curry for lunch! Been craving for them since yesterday noon, so deliciously yummy. Shopped around, and boyfriend got me a bracelet. Like it a lot! ♥ Thanks sweet. Caught the movie Rapunzel, then headed back to Batok to slack and he accompanied me home. Had a lovely day. :)
Yes, I know. This is such an unglamorous photo of me. Main focus is on my nails though! They look so yummy don't they? Polka dots! And my pretty pink clutch above. ;)
Thursday, December 9
Three.
I hate when I'm trying not to cry, and I can feel my eyes start to water and I look up to try to prevent them from falling and they do anyway. Then when I start crying, I just lose it and all my emotions that I was holding in, comes out.
(Via 1dietcoke)
And when you try not to cry, that lump in your throat gets larger and larger. You try to swallow it down, but it wouldn't. And all of the emotional thoughts fill your mind just too quickly, you couldn't help but cry. Tears fall, saltish, following the contour of the shape of your face. You think that all of the hurt will be gone after you let it out by crying. So you smile. But as those thoughts come back once again, you'll find yourself in the same situation.
Finally get to see my boyfriend tomorrow. Days of missing him are like hell.
Wednesday, December 8
Two.
(Via telescopeyexx)Couldn't agree more.
I think that it's simply hilarious when couples maintained a few months of relationship and then either of them say, "Baby we've come this far, ..." Like seriously, it's just a few months. How far can that be? And I came across someone's status in Facebook saying that it's been a few days since she last met her boyfriend and thus her feelings are fading already. This is totally stupid. It's almost been a month since I last saw my boyfriend. So are my feelings for him supposed to be completely gone? Youths these days, changes boyfriend/girlfriend like changing clothes. Love isn't like that, at least to me.
One.
Sometimes I feel like I was better off bottling my thoughts and emotions inside of me than letting them out. Because everytime I express how I feel it somehow gets taken the wrong way.Started my homework today with Jes @ Mac. Quite fruitful, I should say. Hopefully, I will continue to update this blog. :)
(Via poeticheartache)
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